Wednesday, October 15, 2008


I have so much homework that I want to hurt someone, particularly my mom.
Plus, I was grounded from the computer because Mère had to sign my carnet again. I did NOTHING wrong to my knowledge, anyway. I just told this one guy who has serious anger management issues that is German was terrible...which, I mean, it was. He then got angry and decided to pound his fists on the desk, yank my hair, and scream some profanity. There was no way I deserved that. He had to have his carnet signed, too, for his behavior. The only reason I believe mine had to be signed was because I was the "instigator".
I apparently instigate a lot of things, like fights with my mom. Today was just another day in which I felt my freedom was being taken from me. I want a life of my that doesn't involve my mom or even my twin sister. I'm so happy that Sandrine isn't even here right now. She would have made things far worse for me and claim that I embarrassed her for having to have my carnet signed. Well, hypocrite. She had to get hers signed ALL THE TIME- mainly for her attitude problem and the fact she rarely did her homework.
I have to go eat dinner now...but that was the daily event in my ever-so fabulous life.

~Sabine :)